Well... here we go...

The redhead ist angry. Namely because she wrote half a page and then pressed something and it was gone.
The redhead has learned her lesson. WRITE FIRST ON A PIECE OF PAPER!
But also...
The redhead is scared today.... You have no idea. In two weeks (TWO WEEKS!) I am going to Germany for a year. But I was certainly oblivious until my sister called today. I picked up the phone and she said,"Hi, do you miss me?"
"Yes," I said. She asks me this everytime she calls.
"Do you know when your flight is?"
"Uhmm... Yes, Tuesday the 24th."
Wait--the 24th of August? But... that's only two weeks away! I only have two weeks!
I'm not gonna lie, my eyes were filled with tears. CRAP! So soon?
I am excited to go... I know I will have an amazing time. but sometimes I think it is so far from home. And it is. So far away.